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“But I don’t want to go among mad people,” Alice remarked.
“Oh, you can’t help that,” said the Cat, “we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad.”
“How do you know I’m mad?” said Alice.
“You must be,” said the Cat, “Or you wouldn’t have come here.”

~Alice’s Adventure in Wonderland






sing

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand

The angry boy a bit too insane
Icing over a secret pain
You know you don't belong
Youre the first to fight
Youre way too loud
Youre the flash of light on a burial shroud
I know something's wrong

Well everyone I know has got a reason
To say: put the past away

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand
I would understand

Well he's on the table and he's gone to code
And I do not think anyone knows
What they're doing here
And your friends have left you
You've been dismissed
I never thought it would come to this
And I, I want you to know

Everyone's got to face down the demons
Maybe today you could put the past away

I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand

- 3eb, Jumper

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Oct 17, 2009
remembering..

me

over jealousy sometimes. and i know that it is over the line, d'oh. makanya berusaha direpresi sebelum diketahui orang lain. those few seconds, you know, when i am trying to control myself, those few precious seconds, i feel like i have the stupidest heart. why bother beating so hard for another person? why? dude, not healthy. this is not healthy.

bukan cemburu yang takut dia kabur dengan orang lain.. tapi lebih ke.. cemburu kalo dia bisa seneng2 tanpa saya. parah ya? itu mah bukan cemburu, itu ngiri.

dan dosis ngiri saya kadang parah gila. i realise that. dari mana? dari waktu yang dibutuhkan untuk menormalkan detak jantung. parah ya? kemaren2, dulu2, saya sempet berpikir untuk.. mmm.. nrimo.

sekarang2, saya lebih berpikir ke: dude, he's another person. not yourself. in the end, sometimes you gotta take care of yourself first. then others. not the other way aroound.


Posted at 01:40 am by paganpoet

 

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